So I’ve had a long while to consider these results. At first yes, it was pretty disappointing. I felt sadder than I let anyone know. And it has been awkward when people ask me if I got the job at Disney, because I don’t know, and the opportunity list is kind of hard to explain. I just say I have to wait a few months longer, possibly a few months. They look a bit quizzical, and then the conversation turns to something else while I’m still thinking about Disney. I’ve been through phases of feeling not good enough. That I messed up my interview. That I’m that annoying person people are secretly hoping will just leave
But after a time to think I’m feeling much more positive. Like people have pointed out, if they didn’t like me, they would have flat out told me no. But they didn’t, and chances of me getting it are high. I’m not going to give up hope. About 900 people applied on the Yummy Jobs website, I am lead to believe, and I estimate around 30 of were either offered a place or put on the opportunity list. So not doing bad at all. 
“I’m wishing…I’m wishing…for the [job] I love. To [phone] me…to [phone me] today!”
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